I can't help but freak out sometimes. I don't know if it's wrong for me to be so bothered by you being close to someone who still has feelings for you. I feel like it's wrong, but maybe I'm wrong. Maybe this whole thing is wrong.
You left your facebook up the other day. Messages between you and her were up. I couldn't help it. I wish I hadn't looked. I wish I had covered it up and signed off, stat.
She all but straight out said she's not over it. You said she was better for you than some friends you see every day. You said you love her, and I know you didn't mean it in a romantic way, but it still bothers me. And why wouldn't it?? I want to talk to you about it. But I know you will make me feel like crap for feeling this way.
I'm just not OK with you two being friends. That's all there is to it. Sometimes I think I'm over it. I think those times are just when it hasn't been up in my face for a while. Then, bam, something like you leaving your facebook up with messages to her open happens.
You act inappropriate sometimes. You don't see it, and you wouldn't admit it, but you do. I wish you could see it the way I see it.
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