Boring. Seriously? You want to be a fucking Nun or something? Do you want to be celibate or are you just tired of having sex to meet some other unscratchable itch? There is nothing wrong with wanting to get laid. Or even with having multiple partners, unless of course that is not really what you want. Life is not on or off, black or white, trying to define your actions in a binary is not fair to you. If you really need to feel like you are conquering yourself take it one step at a time. Make individual goals. Also, having been someone who spent a lot of time trying to define myself by denial of self I may have a few things to say. Such as: that it often seems like as soon as you let someone know whatever it is you are working on, you suddenly go a do the exact opposite of what you just told someone you were trying to do. This is usually because you have on some level given the strength of your decision over to the people you tell, and sometimes we do this because we don't feel strong enough or pure enough, or true enough to be trusted with our own well being, with our own choices and responsibilities. Of course I am really just spouting out a portion of my cognitive dissonance, so I might just be barking up the wrong tree. Much love Sasha. I hope this comment finds you well.
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Boring.
Seriously?
You want to be a fucking Nun or something?
Do you want to be celibate or are you just tired of having sex to meet some other unscratchable itch?
There is nothing wrong with wanting to get laid. Or even with having multiple partners, unless of course that is not really what you want.
Life is not on or off, black or white, trying to define your actions in a binary is not fair to you.
If you really need to feel like you are conquering yourself take it one step at a time.
Make individual goals.
Also,
having been someone who spent a lot of time trying to define myself by denial of self I may have a few things to say. Such as: that it often seems like as soon as you let someone know whatever it is you are working on, you suddenly go a do the exact opposite of what you just told someone you were trying to do.
This is usually because you have on some level given the strength of your decision over to the people you tell, and sometimes we do this because we don't feel strong enough or pure enough, or true enough to be trusted with our own well being, with our own choices and responsibilities. Of course I am really just spouting out a portion of my cognitive dissonance, so I might just be barking up the wrong tree.
Much love Sasha.
I hope this comment finds you well.
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